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♪二人の彼 (the two guys)♪

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運命の人 (destined person)
I’m fine, I’m always smiling properly
but something’s lacking no matter who I may be with

although there’s no way you’d come here right now
I saw a full moon from the window I opened

because the bell-cricket’s cry lures my loneliness
the feelings I’ve subdued are stirred up again

I feel torn on nights when I’m in pain from wanting to see you
thinking of someone feels this way
I want you by me

no, that’s not what I want to say
I’m frustrated of my inability to become honest

please realize that I’m just lonely
it doesn’t work out too well as I act too tough

if there really is a single destined person, I want it to be you
there’s no one I’ve loved more than you
I want you to see through it

who do you want to be with?
it’s heartrending to recall your lonely back

I feel torn on nights when I’m in pain from wanting to see you
thinking of someone feels this way
I want you by me

there’s no one I’ve loved more than you

no matter what kind of future it may be
you’re my destined person

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環状8号線 (ring-like 8 line)
I realized that I like you when
I was heading to your home before I knew it
when you said ‘I want to see you’ that day

thinking that I’m still going this late even if Im tired
I was the most surprised at this action that’s so unlike me

things about tomorrow, even the gamble of feelings
I felt that those didn’t matter

wanting to see you quickly, even the stop lights were annoying
I’ll never forget
you who smiled happily at me when we met

there’s no one in the park at night
although I hurried to see you
I couldn’t talk at all

as I take my time looking for words
you were probably shocked at me right?

after liking you, I learned that thinking of others
over myself is such a happy thing
so stay by me

I’ll probably head towards you many times like this
because I want to see your smiling face many times

wanting to see you quickly, even the stop lights were annoying
I’ll never forget
you who smiled happily at me when we met

after liking you, I learned that thinking of others
over myself is such a happy thing
so stay by me

stay by me

♪♪♪

見えない月 (the unseen moon)
I’ve been waiting for you to contact before I even knew it
I wonder how much longer the days when I’m disgusted at myself will continue

the overflowing crowd in the big intersection
I fixed my hair that fell into my face in the sudden breeze

on the other side as I wait for the traffic light
what I saw was you who I wanted to see and
a hand held and another person

I unintentionally hide and my body won’t move
I can only hold down the
heart that suddenly beat fast and hurts

there no moon, not even a star, in the sky I look up at
the clouds cover everything and
I can’t be seen from the other side

I don’t remember a single person that I pass by but
why did I notice you?

I’ve tried to forget many, many times but
I always wanted to see you
the person you smile at isn’t me anymore

I was hoping somewhere
you taught me, I’ll start to forget, ok?

hey, it’s painful
I don’t know how to forget

when I think of you, my body won’t move
I can only hold down the
heart that suddenly beat fast and hurts

I’ve tried to forget but I always wanted to see you
the person you smile at isn’t me anymore

there no moon, not even a star, in the sky I look up at
the clouds cover everything and
I can’t be seen from the other side

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未来を (the future)
I was clumsy back then and
had too many things that I wanted to protect
it was painful but compared to now,
I was much more like myself

but we’re here right now
then let’s look forward next

if you lost something, then just obtain it again
you don’t have to regain it
it’s not easy but
just start from here once again
there’s no such thing as being too late
I’ll change the future with these hands

things like what I want or like
our emotions are powerless and
sometimes I wonder if everything’s been
decided upon from the very beginning

but I, who don’t want to give up yet,
will look forward time after time

don’t be afraid of believing anymore
there’s probably no such thing as destiny
there’s something stronger
miracles will occur if you continue believing
it’s probably not a lie
I’ll obtain the future with these hands

when I think that it’s no good anymore
I definitely don’t want to lose to
the wall that blocks the way
I’ll overcome it

if you lost something, then just obtain it again
you don’t have to regain it
it’s not easy but
just start from here once again
there’s no such thing as being too late
don’t give up on the future
I’ll change the future with these hands

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二人の彼 (the two guys)
the older guy I met on a night when the autumn breeze brushed my skin
I don’t know why
I could tell him anything and forgot about time
my ears burn under the gaze that seems to look through everything

in the comfortable, quiet atmosphere
everything collapses the moment our eyes meet
your fingers pull me in

I’ll probably never understand this person
that’s why I want to find out, I wish to understand
I cry at this vexing feeling
it makes me realize that I love this person

the younger guy I met under the gentle spring sunlight
just by being together, just by smiling at me
it somehow makes me feel warm and happy

why are you always so kind?
you stay next to me
especially when my tense feelings want to become weaker

that person always understands me
he lets me stay as myself
I don’t want to hurt that unclouded smile that saves my heart
how wonderful it would be if I could love this person

being loved makes you happier
I know that but my heart won’t listen
even if I get hurt, I

I’ll probably never understand this person
that’s why I want to find out, I wish to understand
I cry at this vexing feeling
it makes me realize that I love this person

both guys are precious people to me

but I chose the person who will not love me

♪♪♪

電子レンジ (microwave oven)
opening the door only when I’m needed
I’m left alone after it’s warmed up
you’re annoyed when I’m not functioning
I’ll probably get thrown away if I break

I’m your microwave oven

when a new machine comes out
I wonder if you’ll replace me with it or will you
line it up next to me? still,
if you’ll open my door once again

I’ll warm you up again

I can’t choose
I’m always waiting
for the door to open

I’m your microwave oven
a microwave oven that can only wait

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遠くへ (to a distant place)
the train crosses the large bridge and
the scenery slowly changes into a calm city

looking outside with shoes taken off
I got jealous of that kid on the other side

as if to run away
as if to forget
I probably rode
this train

wanting to think that my worries are small
I’ll go and search for the sky that continues forever

the phone I gripped yesterday
not wanting to worry them, I wanted to hang up quickly

I know that there’s an exit to
even a tight tunnel

I want to think that there’s an exit to my darkness
I gazed at the bright light each time we exited a tunnel

the sound of water, the sound of the wind
the trees that way
passing through the path where sunlight pours through the trees
I found the piercing sky

wanting to think that my worries are small
I came to search for the sky that continues forever

tomorrow won’t change even if I cry with all my might
still, I’ll continue to walk through every day

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目覚まし時計 (alarm clock)
the bill for the gas on my fridge
it’ll ve the end of the month soon, I have to pay it

I realized after reaching the bottom of the condominium
I return to my room to grab what I forgot

even though I ran with all my might
the train’s door closes right before my eyes
I stand still at the train station
I regret as I’m left behind

it increases each time I’m late
my alarm clocks
why can’t I
wake up just 5 minutes earlier?
again, on the way home today, I’ll buy
the 4th alarm clock

the circuit breaker went off as the microwave,
air conditioning, and tv was turned on last night

it’s too dark and I can’t see, it’s to high and i can’t reach
such moments feel futile the most

I admired living on my own
it’s definitely free and fun but
I realize my parent’s value
I should give them a call tonight

the rain that began to fall as I ponder
now that I think about it, I remember
the laundry I left hanging
in the veranda late last night
I can’t go home yet
and there’s no one to take them in either

even the voices I thought of as noisy
even the dinner that I complained about
everything was
warm

living on my own isn’t as easy
as I thought it would be
I’ll try my best but
I can’t wake up on my own
but I have to do my best
on my way home, I’ll make sure to buy
the 4th alarm clock

♪♪♪

日曜日、僕は荷物持ち(sunday, I’m the carrier)
you asked today, Sunday,
‘where shall we go after this?’ as you ate cake
you look at me a bit in discontent
as I answer ‘let’s see’ while yawning

when I woke up from my own sneezing this morning, you
were hogging the blankets
after that, because of your tossing and turning, I was
forced to the edge of the bed

thanks to that, I woke up many times but
you were sleeping so soundly, I couldn’t get mad

when I said, ‘let’s buy larger blankets’
you laughed, ‘why do we need something like that?’
I knew you didn’t even realize it

you, who started to walk wanting a new one piece dress,
stop at so many places
wanting this and that with a happy face
but none of them is a one piece dress

it’s always like this, once you decide on it,
you won’t listen to others but when you change your mind, it’s so sudden

you, who was busy shopping, suddenly blurt ‘I left my bag somewhere’ but you even forgot that
you made me carry it earlier

you quickly get upset when I don’t listen to you but
you always don’t remember what I said
you’re really self-centered

it’s tiresome when you quickly get jealous, there’s no way to help your selfishness
but it’s my fault for liking you like that
things will probably go right as long as I bend my ways

your shopping bags
I wonder how many you’ll make me carry today

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今でもあなたが (even now, you)
the reason why I cry
by just hearing your voice
is probably because I love
you even now

hey, today
something happened that made me a little painful
my determination to
not call you anymore wavered

beyond the handset
a voice I’m accustomed to hearing
just that made me relieved

your face comes to mind
the reason why I cry
by just remembering it
is because I wanted to see you
who would nod at me

when we thought about each other
even the vexing feeling and
the time spent waiting
for a phone call from you
all made me happy

the closer we were
it was painful
we didn’t want to realize that
and the two of us pushed ourselves

this new world
that our separation
gave to the two of us
I became a little stronger

unable to hang up on
the phone I gripped as
I acted as if everything was fine
and said bye with a laugh
the moment of silence is painful

the reason why I cry
by just hearing your voice
is probably because I love
you even now

we’re not lovers anymore
but we’re not strangers either
we can’t become friends
anything will do
I’ll continue to
love you forever

♪♪♪

守りたい人 (the person I want to protect)
the song I unknowingly hummed by the window
this is the song
that you really liked
‘I also like that song’
not knowing anything, he
smiled next to me

I want to move forward so
even if I have to overdo it
I searched for happiness
because continuing to like you
was a little too painful

there’s one thing I found out
even if I find a new love like this
my feelings won’t easily
disappear

but the person I want to protect is
no longer you
falling in love to the point of
becoming disoriented is not
the only form of love
I want to support, I want to understand
I found happiness in thinking that
I exist for this person’s sake

in the crowd that we waked though yesterday
he looked back many times
I felt that he’s someone
who won’t leave me all alone

the good-bye I said that night
no matter what I said
I actually
wanted you to stop me

but knowing that you’re someone who won’t chase
out of your own will so
I tested you
that time
I wanted words, I wanted a form
after losing it, the immature me
finally understood your kindness

why couldn’t I try
a little more
I couldn’t give give it up
I was stubborn

but the person I want to protect is
no longer you
falling in love to the point of
becoming disoriented is not
the only form of love
I want to support, I want to understand
I found happiness in thinking that
I exist for this person’s sake

by meeting you
I changed
the reason for forgiving
the strength to believe
because you taught me those

♪♪♪

横顔～わたしの知らない桜～ (profile~the cherry blossom I don’t know about~)
I’ve watched many seasons pass by
and I stopped waiting for the call that never comes
the ordinary everyday picks up a
little speed and goes by

the light crimson petals
beautifully blooming all around us
even if the scenery from back then passes through time

it appears if I close my eyes
those joyful days and the smile back then
the two of us in the gentle light from between the clouds shining on us
there was no way our fingers would part

the cherry blossom in full bloom scatter into the wind
as if someone made it up

the two who doesn’t know the future are lost for words

since when did the two of us
begin to have miscommunications?
something began to change at that time but
our hearts were probably still connected

the cherry blossom in full bloom scatter into the wind
as if someone made it up

they still bloom inside the memories

it’s heartrending each time I look at
his profile as he speaks reminiscently

I can only smile next to him

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